[His eyes flick to the cat. Bucky had heard, from one of the others that look like him, but he'd wanted visual proof. He had it now. Bucky doesn't have the same issue that Steve has. He remembers everything from Wonderland and his time here. He remembers that he'd been slow to act on certain things.]
You look better than I thought you would.
[Bucky stands, crossing the space between them. He doesn't hesitate, confidence curled up into his movements as he curls his hands into Steve's collar and tugs him close, kissing him. It's their first kiss, and last, so he makes sure to put everything he's got into it.]
[ Steve doesn't get much chance to comment, not when Bucky is moving closer and has left Sugar behind, but it's good to know he's fine. Things had been a blank for a while, mostly touch-and-go, and whatever he'd lost when the Moira had gone down isn't something that's going to easily find its way back to him. His expression thins a little. ]
What did you think I —
[ And that's when Bucky has his hands on his collar, the weight and proximity of him something familiar and aching and too close to be a dream, and Steve stumbles into the kiss like he's never done it before, hand reaching out to settle on a shoulder while the other hovers between them like he's aiming to push against his chest or curl his fingers into his shirt and drag him closer. It's a strange contradiction, one he can't quite explain, but it's there. Then, it's over, and he's left standing there, almost leaning into Bucky with his eyes closed. ] Did I miss something?
[ It takes him a second to form words, still trying to figure out if this had anything to do with all that missing time. ]
[Maybe not quite their last. Steve's leaning into him - Bucky may or may not have pictured what it'd be like - and then he's talking and Bucky kind of wants him to shut up.]
Be quiet. [He leans in and presses their mouths together again, a little light and a hell of a lot sweeter, letting his eyes fall shut. Bucky tugs Steve closer, grip tight so he stays where he is. This time, when he breaks the kiss, his head slides forward, cheek pressed to Steve's.] I love you and I'm so goddamn sorry.
[Bucky feels like his heart is breaking in two and he takes a deep breath before stepping back, then one more just in case.]
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[His eyes flick to the cat. Bucky had heard, from one of the others that look like him, but he'd wanted visual proof. He had it now. Bucky doesn't have the same issue that Steve has. He remembers everything from Wonderland and his time here. He remembers that he'd been slow to act on certain things.]
You look better than I thought you would.
[Bucky stands, crossing the space between them. He doesn't hesitate, confidence curled up into his movements as he curls his hands into Steve's collar and tugs him close, kissing him. It's their first kiss, and last, so he makes sure to put everything he's got into it.]
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What did you think I —
[ And that's when Bucky has his hands on his collar, the weight and proximity of him something familiar and aching and too close to be a dream, and Steve stumbles into the kiss like he's never done it before, hand reaching out to settle on a shoulder while the other hovers between them like he's aiming to push against his chest or curl his fingers into his shirt and drag him closer. It's a strange contradiction, one he can't quite explain, but it's there. Then, it's over, and he's left standing there, almost leaning into Bucky with his eyes closed. ] Did I miss something?
[ It takes him a second to form words, still trying to figure out if this had anything to do with all that missing time. ]
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Be quiet. [He leans in and presses their mouths together again, a little light and a hell of a lot sweeter, letting his eyes fall shut. Bucky tugs Steve closer, grip tight so he stays where he is. This time, when he breaks the kiss, his head slides forward, cheek pressed to Steve's.] I love you and I'm so goddamn sorry.
[Bucky feels like his heart is breaking in two and he takes a deep breath before stepping back, then one more just in case.]